PSYCHOPATH on the BRICK WALL!

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You're my role model, well was, at least for now. I thought you were open to me, I shared to you my secrets... only to realize that you never actually shared any of yours. I'm sorry for meddling with your phone, I'm not the girl that has a Blackberry, but what the fuck, I'm NOT sorry for meddling with your phone, cause then I wouldn't find out about the truth with you. I'm guessing you never intended for me to find out. I'm also guessing you never wanted me to know. You KNOW what I'm talking about. BUT HEY, I knew way back about it, well I had a huge hunch, I even confronted you, and what did you do... you deliberately lied to me, denied the whole thing, assured to me that it was nothing, treated me like I didn't know... but guess what I do. I DO know. I'm not stupid. I never was. Stop treating me like I am. I'm not a kid. God knows, you're a selfish bitch. Yes, I am so angry at you right now. Do you realize that I had to deny one of the most awesomest guy, because I placed you before my feelings, because I RESPECT the pact that we made. Only to find out that you've been backstabbing me all along? WHAT. THE. FUCK. How long have you been backstabbing me? How long were planning to keep this from me?

Right now I'm guessing you'd probably show this blog to a dozen other people, well guess what MOTHER, those dozen other people will know where I am coming from, those dozen other people will understand and will most likely side with what I feel. They will not tell you, no they will not, but look at them in the eye, you'll see that they know I'M RIGHT. I WAS ALWAYS RIGHT. Here in this scene I'm right, you're wrong and there is NOTHING you can do about it. C'mon Mum, when did I ever tell you to NOT be happy? When have I ever told you to NOT live your life? BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP IT A SECRET? LET ALONE, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT IT TO ME? I'm upset because now, the perfect image of my own mother is shattered and destroyed and the image that replaced the perfect image will never change. God knows how long I wanted to rebel against you, but I chose not to. I chose not to because I know it'd give you a hard time. I am so angry, I am so mad, I HATE YOU right now. I thought in my whole life, I'd be one of those teenagers who had a perfect relationship with their parents, only to realize that my own mother was the one destroying the relationship. Right now, live your life and I hope you get something out of it you lying bitch, because now I AM NOT HOLDING MYSELF BACK ANY LONGER FROM THE THINGS I WANT TO DO. You live your life, and I'll live mine.